That's all for today

Hey! Could someone please get me away from here and take me somewhere where it's warm and sunny!? ^^' Really, it's like you could take a grayscale picture without doing anything to it. Horrible. I have to move somewhere else. That's a plan to make happen.

 

But to the good things: I love Latin music and there's a lot of it in Spotify. Heh, it has so nice flow in it and the rhythm... It's the best dance music there is! Oh, there's another wonderful thing! I got invited to my friend's wedding which is being held in July!! Weeeeeeeee, I'm so happy. ^_^ She will be the most beautiful bride ever! She's so cute and her hair is amazing... So light and long. I really adore it. We were roommates a year ago, I couldn't ask for a better roommate. :)

 

Now I've been reading Until death do us part. I'm so hooked on to it and it's always so hard to stop reading but unfortunately I have to sleep sometimes. I've read only about 40 chapters but so far it's one of the best action mangas I've ever read. There's a blind man, samurai, who starts protecting this one little girl who's being chased. I think the story happens in today's Japan with all of it's technology and stuff like that but the leading character Mamoru Hijikata still uses a sword as his weapon. Well it's no ordinary sword. But it's so cool! -^_^- Well for me the best characters are Mamoru, I like his way of being so rude and careless and I love his hair..., detective Genda, I think he really likes he's job, he is very enthusiastic about it and is also really good cop... and is so handsome o.o'', Igawa, he's very nice and smart and has so cool hair, and also person with nickname India, he's a side character and hasn't shown so much but I think he's very smart too and doesn't give up. Btw is it normal to get attached to some characters? Because it's horrible when a nice character dies and that happens so often. I've really cried a few times when some character dies... I'm a bit scared that I have this soft side inside of me. o.o Hehheh. (pics below are from google)

I checked that my writing is somehow readable and I noticed that I must have a thing for hair... Well, after giving it a thought, it's true. ^^' When I meet someone for the first time I always "check" first their shoes, mouth, nose, hair and hands... Am I weird?

 

 

Until death do us part

 

 

 

Couldn't be more right ;') lol

 

 

Beautiful

Hi again! ^_^ For the first, check out this song: Start of time by Gabrielle Ablin. It's very wonderful and somehow sounds very sad but also happy and hopeful at the same time. It's a beautiful peace of art.

 

I cut my hair a bit yesterday. Now I have bangs and my hair doesn't even reach my shoulders... I really like it ^_^ It looks cute, thehee.

 

There's something I really wish for. I really wish that people could be told 'you are beautiful', more than a few times a year. Not cute or lovely, beautiful. It's important that everyone could feel that they are fine just as they are. And feeling beautiful/handsome is something I hope everyone could experience. It's not just between partners or friends that you "should" compliment each others sometimes, it's also from a parent to a child. How can a child think she/he is beautiful if no-one tells her/him. I think it's something you have to hear. You are beautiful. Yeah, that's how I think.

 

 

Tomboy speaking...

A few days ago for the first time I saw the music video for the song Chandelier by Sia. First I thought that it was so weird and I didn't get it at all. But when I really listened to the words and saw the video through them I found it very interesting and somehow touching. I have my own thoughts about how the video is to be interpreted (of course) and I'm not gonna write them here because it would take so much time... ^^' Yes I'm lazy. But, put it shortly, I found that video and the song very sad and depressed. For me it was like a statement of how you should be and how you are seen but not how you really are and how people don't seem to understand that. I really like that song, it's very nice. And I absolutely love the hair that girl in the video has! ^_^ Heh. Here's a link to the official music video.

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2vjPBrBU-TM

 

I also read today one manga called Break hands ~ Seiseki wo Tsugu Mono. It was good, not the best ones I've read but good. It was too short... Only 13 chapters so I easily read it in a few hours. I think that usually people pay most interest to the leading and other very significant characters and I'm not saying I wouldn't do that either but this time I liked the character Mitchell Gaiden most. She is one of the characters that show in the manga quite often but I think she is still a side-character. I think her personality is very interesting and nice and she is also very strong in mind. I don't like weak female characters... Those who have to be rescued all the time. ;) Hi everyone, tomboy speaking here.

 

Hahah... I think last night I was very close to go bury myself to our backyard... These embarrassing moments of my life. And this morning I decided that when I next time have a "great idea" in the middle of the night I certainly won't do it. I could have even a bit less embarrassing moments to remember in the future.... It would be nice. ;'D

 

 

Break hands. (pic from google) Mitchell Gaiden is the one in the right sub corner. (is it sub?? I'm not sure...) Well the one with the light hair! ;)

 

 

anime&music

Hi again! I thought that I could start telling about some bands/artist/songs I'm listening to and anime and manga I'm watching. Just some thoughts about them and stuff like that... I will also tell if it's worth checking! ;) Of course it's only my opinion.. But still.

 

Well as I told a few posts ago I've started to listen One OK Rock. It's a Japanese band and plays mostly rock music. I really love it!! And there's something in Japanese rock music that differs a lot from for example American rock music. I don't exactly know what it is but it's what makes Japanese rock music much better than "normal" (western) rock music. That's how I think. :)

 

 

This pic is from google! ;) One OK Rock

 

Yeah, and here's one anime I've been watching lately. It's one of the newest founds I've made. Log Horizon. I've only watched 14 episodes but it's already one of my favorites. It's basic idea is quite similar to Sword art online (I watched the first season about a year ago with my friends, loved it), many people who play MMORPG games get trapped into the game world and it becomes their new reality. I personally like that idea, maybe it's because I really love the idea of totally different world next to ours. Both SAO and Log Horizon are great, I would put them into fantasy/adventure/scifi/action/comedy genres. Hmm.. If you like MMORPG games and some of those genres I mentioned you should check out both of those animes. They are definitely worth watching! :)

 

 

SAO (from google)

 

 

Log Horizon (from google)

News and updates

Hey! Just as an information, I didn't get sick ;) More than thankful for that. I've been sewing one new dress for a few days now. I'm very slow but I don't wanna rush and make mistakes and I also want to do other things than just sit and sew. I also want to start playing some MMORPG game, just don't know what... My friend suggested Maplestory so I guess I could try that. I'm also a bit interested in Age of Wulin and Tales of Xillia2 but because I have no experience of those I can't say are they good or not. Maybe I just need to try :)

News! I have a job interview next Sunday!!! o.o I could be more freaked out than I am... It's probably good. And next Friday I'm gonna meet one person who is the other "leader" of that course I've applied to. It's about that voluntary work in Japan or somewhere.. I'm really looking forward to it! ^_^ I hope I could get there and get that process starting because I would need a visa and there's so many things I should do before departure. So exiting! Oh! And this is also a news... I was smart enough to turn my phone's language into Chinese... And now I'm unable to get it back in Finnish or even English. I've really tried everything. But I'm gonna meet a computer genius next Tuesday so hopefully he is able to fix my phone... Hopefully. Chinese is already a bit too hard for me. Sometimes I wonder how I'm able to be this dumb. ;') I might have thought 'oh crap' a few seconds after I did what I did. Now I've probably deleted a few files from my phone and done some other changes I don't know about but my phone is still working!! ^^' That's all for today.

 

This is how the settings -part in my phone looks like... Well a part of it.

 

(don't own the pic)

Escape...

Hey :) Today I came to my parents' home for at least a week, I have a vacation! And I also wanted to escape from my apartment because there's this one very infectious virus on my roommate's working place and I've been very paranoid since last Monday. Really can't take it anymore. And I really don't want to get that damned virus... I had it once two years ago and it was something horrible. (Warning... next thing I'm about to write might be a bit disgusting for some people... ^^' I'm still writing it, sorry!) So when I had that virus I literally spent about 18 hours in the bathroom just to vomit out everything I possibly had in my body. Yea, it wasn't nice. And after that I didn't eat or drink anything for the next 48 hours and just laid in my bed. So I think it's pretty obvious why I definitely don't want to experience that again and also why I'm so paranoiac. Next 24 hours will tell if I get sick or not... o.o I've washed my hands so many times that they're getting really dry.

 

But now I have a plan to make at least one dress ^^ It's gonna be light red, not pink, I don't like pink. So I don't have time to get sick! ;')

 

Oh! And Happy Valentine's day ^_^ (even it's not yet but in a few days.)

 

 

Hood, green hood -^^-

Hmh hmh.. I found two new bands to listen to... Spyair and One OK Rock. And they're SO GOOOOD!! O.o How I just love j-rock.

 

Today I took a few new pics again -^^- I wanted to take these pictures already on Christmas but... It kind of didn't happen then, heheh. But now I managed to take these and I like them :) I got that hood from my sis and even it's huge I still like it a lot, maybe I'm just weird enough to wear that! And yes the fur in it is green ;)

 

 

 

 

 

Having fun

Hola! Yesterday was so nice -^^- The sun was shining and it was surprisingly warm outside about +3 degrees. So finally I went out for a jog and how much had I missed that. Running is so fun and it feels so gooooood!! Oh I just love it. I ran about 6-7km and walked about two kilometers so the whole round was about 9 kilometers. I thought I would be able to run only something like three kilometers but I guess I was wrong and I'm not in so bad shape than I thought I would be... Because it's winter and then exercising is not always so nice... But yeah, now I just have to wait for the next warm day to go jogging again because I can't go running when it's below zero 'cause the cold air affects my throat so much. :/

 

Today I and my friend had an spontaneous plan to go check out one flea market. Well... We were going to get to a bus number 540 which left about 14.30. We were early on the bus stop (that hardly ever happens!!) and then a few minutes later there came one bus but it wasn't looking like the normal busses here and there was written airport bus... But when it came very close we noticed a SMALL number 540. And then it passed us. All we thought was 'it couldn't be that one, it didn't even look like the right one'. Well, it was the right bus and now it was gone. And the flea market was going to be closed at 4pm. Then after some while there came a new bus and we hopped on that one and got a bit closer to our destination but it was already 3.10pm. So we just decided to go to a mall and see if there were any sales. But our "adventure" didn't end there because we still had to get back home. We chose between a train and a bus and after searching the right bus stop we ended up running up stairs and just barely made it to the bus. And it wasn't even the right bus! At the end of our Saturday journey we walked two kilometers (fortunately it was only two) to our home. And we were so hungry! ;D But I have to admit that it was fun, the whole day. Sometimes I wonder how we are so good to mess up everything. ^^' It is a talent. Must be. Now I will watch a few episodes of Haikyuu!! and just relax.

 

 

Just talking

Hi! I think I don't always have control of my life.. Things happen without me having any real part in them and then I always find myself wondering somewhere. That's weird and sometimes horrible. It's scary when you have plans to do things some way but then you several days or months later realize that you have done everything not as you planned. Did that make any sense? But well, can't help it. I believe that there's a place I'm meant to end up being and there might be one easy way to get there but because sometimes I'm too simple-minded or just blind to things or stubborn so I have to go through many different paths to that one place. Those ways won't be wrong either but they just take a bit longer time and might be harder to walk through but.. Eventually I will find myself somewhere where I belong to. That's how I believe. Am I being too positive in thinking? Nah, it would be boring to think negatively. ;)

 

Oh! I might really be able to go to Japan next autumn. But not to university... As I thought it's too expensive for me, I can't afford it. At least not yet. But my friends told me about a way to be able to go there and do some voluntary work! It would be something I really wanted to do in the first place anyway. ^^ I'm so happy if I can go there to do something useful. And now when I wrote that I started thinking am I just being hypocritical... Maybe I just want to do something to make myself feel good instead of helping others without any other reasons? Hmm.. There's something to think about.