Sorry it's been horribly long time since I wrote here last time. I've just been completely out of ideas and my mind has been occupied with this upcoming spring. I've been planning on quitting my school at the end of March but I'm not sure about it yet. I just don't have any interest in it so I feel like it's a waste of my time and I have no strength to do it at the moment. I've been studying bakery now for last six months.... Why did I go there?? Bakery? Really... It has never been my thing. :'D One of my friends whom I've known since kindergarten also told me that she was really surprised when I went there because she couldn't see me doing bakery at all. Hahah.. But now I'm trying to get into a few universities to study either English or culture and media. I will do my best, let's see if it's enough. One of the universities I'm applying to is in Japan. Going to Japan has been my dream since when I was on sixth grade and I think now could be a very good time to go there. I really want to get away from Helsinki. I feel like I've already got everything I was ever gonna get out of this city. There's nothing more for me anymore. So it's time to leave. :) There's just one scary thing about trying to get into that university in Japan... I haven't told my parents yet. Maybe I tell them after a few months or when it's summer again.
For about a month now I've been watching anime and reading manga. A lot. When I finish one series I start a new one. Really I'm just trying to escape my boring and frustrating reality. I feel like I can't be who I am. Normally I'm very happy, I talk a lot, I like to do stuff, I'm very outgoing person. But now I just feel like I'm trapped in here. Geez, I have to get a grip of my life again. ;)
