Now I think I can finally write this here, as confirmed information: England here I come! In about two months I'll be moving to England for about four years to study in university. This is all kinda new and overwhelming, and also exiting and scary. I'm going to a place where I don't know anyone (possibly), I'm gonna study after four years break and in a new language! Wow... It's still quite hard to believe it's actually gonna happen. But at the moment it's also really stressful, cause I need to do all kinds of applications for loans, accommodation etc. And I'm so not good at those, lol. But I hope I can get everything done in time. So, if you wanna meet me before I leave this country, you have about two months time to do that -(^.^)/.
I've been thinking about so many things lately that my mind is just overflowing right now. And being super tired (five hours of sleep every night except on weekends) is prob not helping it. I gotta do something about this. Like going to sleep earlier and not just eat and chat with ppl for so late at night... Lol. But it's already become a habit, and also one I like. I don't wanna change it and at the same time I so do. My days at work mostly go being in a daze and walking zombie-like. Once one customer asked me how to get to the main road right in front of the mall I work at and I was just looking at him like 'are you kidding me, how could I know'. Well, to defend myself I have veeeery bad sense of direction especially when indoors but still, I've been working there for three months now, I should know. But I'm so glad one of my co-workers was there and came to my help, I must have had this really desperate look on my face, lmao. And after work the best moment of the day comes: I might have time to take a nap. Even 15 minutes does miracles. I've become old... I can't stay up late without being exhausted the next few days and I need (and I like) to take naps. I must be too old already, lol. Oh, and let's not even start to talk about these black shadows under my eyes! I might not wanna look like a mix of a zombie and vampire when I go to England. Yeah... Prob not.
There are two songs that have officially become "my songs". Their lyrics are just so perfect. There could not be better songs to fit me. -(ë.-)/
Rebecca Ferguson - Run Free
The Band Perry - I'm A Keeper
The Band Perry - DONE.
