Unpredictable

Hirunaka no Ryuusei (google)

 

Hi! Okay, let me tell you something. I don't really like it when people ask me time after time with that certain overly worried tone in their voice 'am I still doing okay, do I feel comfortable being somewhere/with some people, have people been nice to me and so on' (I also know it may just be a part of this culture here but still... too much is too much). And that look people sometimes give to me... It's the most frustrating thing of all of it. How worried about me are they?? C'mon... I'm doing just fine, why wouldn't I? There's an ocean I just looove, I'm finally recovering from a flu I had for over a week which means I can go running again soon and the weather is getting nice and warm. I'm also perfectly capable of taking care of myself and I've been like that always (I'm not exaggerating, I'm like the most independent and stubborn person ever.. Also in a bad way. ^.^' That's one reason why my personality is so difficult... Haha. Maybe that's also why I'm still single... Lol. (≖ ‿ ≖) (ᗒᗨᗕ) Got side tracked a bit again, oops.) Anyway, that doesn't mean I wouldn't like to be with people, not at all, I love spending time and having fun with friends and family. But you know, being alone is not bad either! It's good sometimes to spend time just by yourself, you learn so many new sides of yourself and you can do just what you want to do. You don't have to share your time with anyone, you can have a coffee and read a book, go swimming or running, go shopping and find those perfect jeans you've been looking for two years or you can learn how to play guitar. You choose what you do! So why people think it's so horrible or worrisome to spend so much time alone? Of course if you are always alone people may start to think there's something wrong and then they start worrying. And there's always a reason for being alone, no-one is alone without a reason to do so. It's good if someone notices you are alone a lot when you really wouldn't like to be alone and asks if everything is ok but after being alone a few weeks or days... That's not a long time for real, so please people, don't be too concerned and give me that look. Or in anyone's case, not everybody likes to be questioned so much that it feels like you have to tell your whole life story.

Okay did that make any sense? Was that unclear enough? Was that enough of telling you how I don't like that too worrisome part of people? I think I sometimes have hard time to explain what I mean in a way it still makes some sense. -(n.n)-

Oh do you know what I really like to do! When I feel like 'today I look nice and I really like the clothes I'm wearing', I just love going out for a walk and being that confident me, maybe also do some shopping or go have a coffee. I just feel so good that it would be a shame to stay indoors sitting on a computer or watching television. ＼(ﾟｰﾟ＼)  〜(꒪꒳꒪)〜  <- that actually looks a lot like me... ;')

Look what I found :P Had to buy those...

Get stupid - Aston Merrygold      https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cHsolDJSDfc
Oh my love - The Score     https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=igKC5_VP1wY
Hey Mama - David Guetta ft. Bebe Rexha, Nicki Minaj, Afrojack     https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uO59tfQ2TbA