I think most people like and want to know what's going on in their lives and they try their best to make it go as they've planned. And I do that too. But really, I'm starting to get so sick and tired of it. I can't avoid all the hard parts in life and I'm incapable of making my life go the way I want. I can't avoid the mess, simply because life is the messy part. It's the whole life, just one big mess. And I will accept it from now on. Why bother thinking about it too much and stress about it, it just uses my energy way too much. Plus if I stress I eventually get wrinkles to my face. -(ö.ö)/ Haha. But this is how it usually goes: I see my life in my mind, the one I've imagined, and know my plans. I start heading the straight way to reach my goal and eventually after million sideways I finally get there. I reach my goal but it's no longer the same it was in the beginning. Going through all the "wrong" paths altered the goal to be something different. So was it worth planning beforehand? Who knows. But it's the reality, it's like this life's slipping trough my fingers and I can't just get a hold of it, but it's fine. Sometimes I catch a tiny part of it for a moment and then it runs away again. And that happens all the time. And it is fine. Because I don't have to be able get it stay in my hands. Cause in any case I keep on moving and living this mess and it's fun and also painful. Would it even be so fun and interesting if you always knew what was gonna come after the next turn? No, I don't think so. Now it's fun. This way. Cause life is the messy part.
Btw, I'm gonna cut my hair again tomorrow. ;) Not much though this time...
Wiz Khalifa - See You Again ft. Charlie Puth (soundtrack of Fast and furious 7!! looove the FF movies, r.i.p Paul Walker)
Charlie Puth - Losing my mind
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