I remember you

I've been thinking how long will one remember those people who have left one for good. Well of course it depends on many things like how long you've known that person and how important he/she was to you. But I've heard that once you've met someone you really never forget them. I think that might be true. At least I don't think I've forgotten anyone whom I've got to know in my life. Of course it's so that sometimes mind chooses not to remember certain things and during time the things that are not so important vanish from the depths of mind. But It's still so interesting how for example I can remember quite many things from the time I was a kid, maybe even 3-4 years old. Though I'm not entirely sure do I actually remember those or have I just made up those memories cause I know that's also very much possible.

But remembering people... I think it's a lot easier to remember people when you have pics of them, you can just always be like 'o yea I remember her'. But I don't know is it always so nice to remember everyone. Especially if that person who's left you did something bad to you. The one thing that bothers me the most is that how long you remember those people who've been important to you and then left you, left you in any possible way. And also how long it takes for you to be able to remember those people with only good feelings in your heart. Or is it possible at all? Cause I think that losing important people is always painful and it would be nice to know how long it takes to really get over them being away.

But one thing I've learned is that if something has happened and you feel like crap it's good to let it all out and talk to someone. A good example from my life is when I was in Australia and lost my grandpa and couldn't get to his funeral and couldn't even really talk to anyone about it (face-to-face, through phone yes of course) because I'm not the kind of person who would bother other people (especially those I've just got to know to) with my problems. So as a result I did the exact opposite thing I think is good, I didn't talk to anyone about it even though it was probably the biggest thing in my life that has happened so far. Was it good? Prob not but what is done is done and can't be changed. And I don't like regretting things. So again I'm gonna remember one more thing and one more person has become a memory but this memory won't be bad and painful, cause I really want it to be a happy one.

Before I started writing this post I was thinking what could I write about today... I had no idea. And then I started listening to music and after a few songs I came up with three completely different topics. And I would actually like to write about all of them but dunno... This post would turn out pretty messy and really long. -(^.^')- Hmm... what should I do... Well the other two topics I came up with are 'The way people dress up nowadays' and 'What is a good Christian like, am I like that?' The last one is something I actually know an answer to (from my own part) but I still can't stop thinking about it. Maybe I write about those in my next posts.

 

Lupe Fiasco - The Show Goes on

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uzvJvOl9Tx0