This year

Sorry it's been horribly long time since I wrote here last time. I've just been completely out of ideas and my mind has been occupied with this upcoming spring. I've been planning on quitting my school at the end of March but I'm not sure about it yet. I just don't have any interest in it so I feel like it's a waste of my time and I have no strength to do it at the moment. I've been studying bakery now for last six months.... Why did I go there?? Bakery? Really... It has never been my thing. :'D One of my friends whom I've known since kindergarten also told me that she was really surprised when I went there because she couldn't see me doing bakery at all. Hahah.. But now I'm trying to get into a few universities to study either English or culture and media. I will do my best, let's see if it's enough. One of the universities I'm applying to is in Japan. Going to Japan has been my dream since when I was on sixth grade and I think now could be a very good time to go there. I really want to get away from Helsinki. I feel like I've already got everything I was ever gonna get out of this city. There's nothing more for me anymore. So it's time to leave. :) There's just one scary thing about trying to get into that university in Japan... I haven't told my parents yet. Maybe I tell them after a few months or when it's summer again.

 

For about a month now I've been watching anime and reading manga. A lot. When I finish one series I start a new one. Really I'm just trying to escape my boring and frustrating reality. I feel like I can't be who I am. Normally I'm very happy, I talk a lot, I like to do stuff, I'm very outgoing person. But now I just feel like I'm trapped in here. Geez, I have to get a grip of my life again. ;)

 

 

Piparia

Meillä on siskojen kanssa ollut tapana tehdä jotain piparista joka joulu nyt muutaman vuoden ajan. Jotain vähän enemmän kuin vain normaali piparkakkutalo, koska kyllästyttiin tekemään vain niitä ja ne oli jo liian helppoja. Niinpä alotettiin ehkä neljä joulua sitten pistämällä rima korkealle. Ei olla vielä päästy sen yli ;) Mutta aikaa on. Tässä on muutama tekele! Ja kaikkihan on tietenkin syötävää.

 

 

Joulun 2010 merirosvolaiva, se oli hieno.... Täytetty suklaakonvehdeilla ;P



 

Ja asianmukaisesti Jack Sparrow ja Barbossa.

 

 

Ei niin mahtava teos... ;D Linna vuonna 2012.

 

 

2013 veturi

 

 

Ja tämän joulun teos oli saluuna. Siitä tuli ihan kiva :)



 

Saluunoissa on piano!

 

 

Pihalta löytyy inkkari ja kaktus, joka näyttää mun mielestä aivan Hulkilta...

 

 

 

Käytiin myös ulkona vielä kun on pakkasia ja kaunista :) -20 astetta ja lunta!



Water

Christmas and hopes

I had a few days long computer-free Christmas break ;P But now I'm back again. I've had a great holiday so far, we have played board games, decorated the Christmas tree, baked, watched Lord of the rings (last one is still waiting) and of course we have just relaxed. Unfortunately time is going too fast and soon it's gonna be New Years Eve and 2015! :o

 

Gosh... I'm starting to feel desperate because I want things to happen in my life and I'm getting older!!! Of course I'm not even near being old but it's only three months to my birthday and then I'm again a year older. o.o'' This ain't good. I want to travel around the world, see different places like Japan and cherry trees, Australia (but I would like to avoid those huge spiders...), that "Love tunnel" or what ever it was in Ukraine (or Hungary?? ;')), Mont Saint-Michel in France (I don't actually need to see Eiffel tower...), Plitvicka national park in Croatia, all those beautiful old towns in Italy, mountain lakes in Norway (I love Norway, it's so wonderful country!), that plankton-thing in Maldives and so much more!! I just want to go around, everywhere. But not necessarily alone so there comes a new problem. I don't really have anyone who would be spontaneous enough to go travelling with me. And who would be able to be with me almost 24/7 for quite a long time AND also have money for travelling.. I don't have money either but like after a few years from now. I feel like I could skip two years of my life because nothing so important is probably gonna happen and then I could just leave somewhere. ;) It would be nice.

 

But now some pictures I took this Christmas (phone pics... -.- didn't have other camera).

 

 

This is not our real Christmas tree ;') It was just so great that we had to decorate it too.

 

 

We played Scrabble in English but I got the perfect word in Finnish: lahja = a gift.

 

 

 

And we have snow! It was snowing for two or three days before Christmas Eve and now we have about 20cm snow layer on the ground!! ^_^ So wonderful, this is real winter. We even had -17 degrees today. :D

 

 

New book!

Just a few days and then it's Christmas Eve... And I have a flu -.-' But it's not so bad anymore! I just hope I get rid of this in a few days so when it's New Years Eve I would be able to go out.

 

Now I've been reading a book called Sleepwalker. It's written by Karen Robards and it's soooooo good!!! I just love it! I (almost) never find books I like to read but sometimes that happens and then I'm in heaven. And I just realized that she has written so many books! And then I can try to find them and read even more! Can I be happier?? One of the good things about the book is that I can relate to the head character Mick so well... Her nature is about the same as mine. And the way Robards writes, it's amazing. I just want to keep reading! :D But now... Homefood!! Made by mum. <3

 

 

Drawings part 2

 

 

 This is from the first time I ever tried to draw with computer mouse... I was still in high school. There are some things wrong in it but I'm too lazy to fix them ;P

 

 

 

Last spring material.



Just me thinking

Lately I've been wondering what would it really be like to be rich and famous (and now I mean like really rich, for example those celebrities Madonna, Brad Pitt etc., you get the idea). What kind of life they really have? I have no idea!

 

You know first of all I'm from Finland and this is not a big country. I feel like even the politics and so called celebrities here are the same as other people. Nobody actually cares. I'm from a normal Finnish family, well actually my family is a bit bigger than normal families 'cause we have six family members. Anyway, we are not rich but not poor either, we work and go to school and whatever, we make food and clean. I've never had to eat those weird ready-made-foods that are in plastic bags and you just pour water in it and then it's ready. I think those are so... Gross. ;P I might be a bit picky... ^^' But we have always used fresh ingredients. I'm used to it. And I'm also used to not have anyone to do things for me. I think that when you want something you have to work for it and make it happen.

 

So then I come to the point. Do rich people actually have servants? Do they have to do anything themselves? Can they just basically buy everything they want? Is their life easy? Or is it the opposite. Media always shows us how celebrities take drugs, go to rehab, get divorced, have no privacy and have all kinds of problems in their life. I think, and I hope, that's only just a part of their world. I feel like all the pressure of being noticed by everyone everywhere is so hard that some people just can't live with it for a long time. And then it leads to different not so good situations. Of course everyone has their own reasons and probably everyone doesn't even have so big problems. This is all just me thinking.

 

I wish I could try what their life's like. For a month, definitely not longer! I don't want to be famous neither rich. But anyway then I could have even some kind of idea about the life they live in. It would be interesting. To see the world from a totally different perspective. Now I'm done for today!