Hood, green hood -^^-

Hmh hmh.. I found two new bands to listen to... Spyair and One OK Rock. And they're SO GOOOOD!! O.o How I just love j-rock.

 

Today I took a few new pics again -^^- I wanted to take these pictures already on Christmas but... It kind of didn't happen then, heheh. But now I managed to take these and I like them :) I got that hood from my sis and even it's huge I still like it a lot, maybe I'm just weird enough to wear that! And yes the fur in it is green ;)

 

 

 

 

 

Having fun

Hola! Yesterday was so nice -^^- The sun was shining and it was surprisingly warm outside about +3 degrees. So finally I went out for a jog and how much had I missed that. Running is so fun and it feels so gooooood!! Oh I just love it. I ran about 6-7km and walked about two kilometers so the whole round was about 9 kilometers. I thought I would be able to run only something like three kilometers but I guess I was wrong and I'm not in so bad shape than I thought I would be... Because it's winter and then exercising is not always so nice... But yeah, now I just have to wait for the next warm day to go jogging again because I can't go running when it's below zero 'cause the cold air affects my throat so much. :/

 

Today I and my friend had an spontaneous plan to go check out one flea market. Well... We were going to get to a bus number 540 which left about 14.30. We were early on the bus stop (that hardly ever happens!!) and then a few minutes later there came one bus but it wasn't looking like the normal busses here and there was written airport bus... But when it came very close we noticed a SMALL number 540. And then it passed us. All we thought was 'it couldn't be that one, it didn't even look like the right one'. Well, it was the right bus and now it was gone. And the flea market was going to be closed at 4pm. Then after some while there came a new bus and we hopped on that one and got a bit closer to our destination but it was already 3.10pm. So we just decided to go to a mall and see if there were any sales. But our "adventure" didn't end there because we still had to get back home. We chose between a train and a bus and after searching the right bus stop we ended up running up stairs and just barely made it to the bus. And it wasn't even the right bus! At the end of our Saturday journey we walked two kilometers (fortunately it was only two) to our home. And we were so hungry! ;D But I have to admit that it was fun, the whole day. Sometimes I wonder how we are so good to mess up everything. ^^' It is a talent. Must be. Now I will watch a few episodes of Haikyuu!! and just relax.

 

 

Just talking

Hi! I think I don't always have control of my life.. Things happen without me having any real part in them and then I always find myself wondering somewhere. That's weird and sometimes horrible. It's scary when you have plans to do things some way but then you several days or months later realize that you have done everything not as you planned. Did that make any sense? But well, can't help it. I believe that there's a place I'm meant to end up being and there might be one easy way to get there but because sometimes I'm too simple-minded or just blind to things or stubborn so I have to go through many different paths to that one place. Those ways won't be wrong either but they just take a bit longer time and might be harder to walk through but.. Eventually I will find myself somewhere where I belong to. That's how I believe. Am I being too positive in thinking? Nah, it would be boring to think negatively. ;)

 

Oh! I might really be able to go to Japan next autumn. But not to university... As I thought it's too expensive for me, I can't afford it. At least not yet. But my friends told me about a way to be able to go there and do some voluntary work! It would be something I really wanted to do in the first place anyway. ^^ I'm so happy if I can go there to do something useful. And now when I wrote that I started thinking am I just being hypocritical... Maybe I just want to do something to make myself feel good instead of helping others without any other reasons? Hmm.. There's something to think about.

 

 

This year

Sorry it's been horribly long time since I wrote here last time. I've just been completely out of ideas and my mind has been occupied with this upcoming spring. I've been planning on quitting my school at the end of March but I'm not sure about it yet. I just don't have any interest in it so I feel like it's a waste of my time and I have no strength to do it at the moment. I've been studying bakery now for last six months.... Why did I go there?? Bakery? Really... It has never been my thing. :'D One of my friends whom I've known since kindergarten also told me that she was really surprised when I went there because she couldn't see me doing bakery at all. Hahah.. But now I'm trying to get into a few universities to study either English or culture and media. I will do my best, let's see if it's enough. One of the universities I'm applying to is in Japan. Going to Japan has been my dream since when I was on sixth grade and I think now could be a very good time to go there. I really want to get away from Helsinki. I feel like I've already got everything I was ever gonna get out of this city. There's nothing more for me anymore. So it's time to leave. :) There's just one scary thing about trying to get into that university in Japan... I haven't told my parents yet. Maybe I tell them after a few months or when it's summer again.

 

For about a month now I've been watching anime and reading manga. A lot. When I finish one series I start a new one. Really I'm just trying to escape my boring and frustrating reality. I feel like I can't be who I am. Normally I'm very happy, I talk a lot, I like to do stuff, I'm very outgoing person. But now I just feel like I'm trapped in here. Geez, I have to get a grip of my life again. ;)

 

 

Piparia

Meillä on siskojen kanssa ollut tapana tehdä jotain piparista joka joulu nyt muutaman vuoden ajan. Jotain vähän enemmän kuin vain normaali piparkakkutalo, koska kyllästyttiin tekemään vain niitä ja ne oli jo liian helppoja. Niinpä alotettiin ehkä neljä joulua sitten pistämällä rima korkealle. Ei olla vielä päästy sen yli ;) Mutta aikaa on. Tässä on muutama tekele! Ja kaikkihan on tietenkin syötävää.

 

 

Joulun 2010 merirosvolaiva, se oli hieno.... Täytetty suklaakonvehdeilla ;P



 

Ja asianmukaisesti Jack Sparrow ja Barbossa.

 

 

Ei niin mahtava teos... ;D Linna vuonna 2012.

 

 

2013 veturi

 

 

Ja tämän joulun teos oli saluuna. Siitä tuli ihan kiva :)



 

Saluunoissa on piano!

 

 

Pihalta löytyy inkkari ja kaktus, joka näyttää mun mielestä aivan Hulkilta...

 

 

 

Käytiin myös ulkona vielä kun on pakkasia ja kaunista :) -20 astetta ja lunta!



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Christmas and hopes

I had a few days long computer-free Christmas break ;P But now I'm back again. I've had a great holiday so far, we have played board games, decorated the Christmas tree, baked, watched Lord of the rings (last one is still waiting) and of course we have just relaxed. Unfortunately time is going too fast and soon it's gonna be New Years Eve and 2015! :o

 

Gosh... I'm starting to feel desperate because I want things to happen in my life and I'm getting older!!! Of course I'm not even near being old but it's only three months to my birthday and then I'm again a year older. o.o'' This ain't good. I want to travel around the world, see different places like Japan and cherry trees, Australia (but I would like to avoid those huge spiders...), that "Love tunnel" or what ever it was in Ukraine (or Hungary?? ;')), Mont Saint-Michel in France (I don't actually need to see Eiffel tower...), Plitvicka national park in Croatia, all those beautiful old towns in Italy, mountain lakes in Norway (I love Norway, it's so wonderful country!), that plankton-thing in Maldives and so much more!! I just want to go around, everywhere. But not necessarily alone so there comes a new problem. I don't really have anyone who would be spontaneous enough to go travelling with me. And who would be able to be with me almost 24/7 for quite a long time AND also have money for travelling.. I don't have money either but like after a few years from now. I feel like I could skip two years of my life because nothing so important is probably gonna happen and then I could just leave somewhere. ;) It would be nice.

 

But now some pictures I took this Christmas (phone pics... -.- didn't have other camera).

 

 

This is not our real Christmas tree ;') It was just so great that we had to decorate it too.

 

 

We played Scrabble in English but I got the perfect word in Finnish: lahja = a gift.

 

 

 

And we have snow! It was snowing for two or three days before Christmas Eve and now we have about 20cm snow layer on the ground!! ^_^ So wonderful, this is real winter. We even had -17 degrees today. :D