New book!

Just a few days and then it's Christmas Eve... And I have a flu -.-' But it's not so bad anymore! I just hope I get rid of this in a few days so when it's New Years Eve I would be able to go out.

 

Now I've been reading a book called Sleepwalker. It's written by Karen Robards and it's soooooo good!!! I just love it! I (almost) never find books I like to read but sometimes that happens and then I'm in heaven. And I just realized that she has written so many books! And then I can try to find them and read even more! Can I be happier?? One of the good things about the book is that I can relate to the head character Mick so well... Her nature is about the same as mine. And the way Robards writes, it's amazing. I just want to keep reading! :D But now... Homefood!! Made by mum. <3

 

 

Drawings part 2

 

 

 This is from the first time I ever tried to draw with computer mouse... I was still in high school. There are some things wrong in it but I'm too lazy to fix them ;P

 

 

 

Last spring material.



Just me thinking

Lately I've been wondering what would it really be like to be rich and famous (and now I mean like really rich, for example those celebrities Madonna, Brad Pitt etc., you get the idea). What kind of life they really have? I have no idea!

 

You know first of all I'm from Finland and this is not a big country. I feel like even the politics and so called celebrities here are the same as other people. Nobody actually cares. I'm from a normal Finnish family, well actually my family is a bit bigger than normal families 'cause we have six family members. Anyway, we are not rich but not poor either, we work and go to school and whatever, we make food and clean. I've never had to eat those weird ready-made-foods that are in plastic bags and you just pour water in it and then it's ready. I think those are so... Gross. ;P I might be a bit picky... ^^' But we have always used fresh ingredients. I'm used to it. And I'm also used to not have anyone to do things for me. I think that when you want something you have to work for it and make it happen.

 

So then I come to the point. Do rich people actually have servants? Do they have to do anything themselves? Can they just basically buy everything they want? Is their life easy? Or is it the opposite. Media always shows us how celebrities take drugs, go to rehab, get divorced, have no privacy and have all kinds of problems in their life. I think, and I hope, that's only just a part of their world. I feel like all the pressure of being noticed by everyone everywhere is so hard that some people just can't live with it for a long time. And then it leads to different not so good situations. Of course everyone has their own reasons and probably everyone doesn't even have so big problems. This is all just me thinking.

 

I wish I could try what their life's like. For a month, definitely not longer! I don't want to be famous neither rich. But anyway then I could have even some kind of idea about the life they live in. It would be interesting. To see the world from a totally different perspective. Now I'm done for today!

 

 

Vaatteet = love

Kävin tänään Eurokankaassa hieman kangasshoppailemassa. Okei, rahat ei riittänyt kuin yhteen kankaaseen, mutta se on ihana (ja vaaleanpunainen o.o, tai vähän harmahtava sellanen, mutta en lähes ikinä käytä mitään vaaleanpunaista!). Mulla on kaksi vaihtoehtosuunnitelmaa sille: joko sellai kiva kellohelmainen lyhyehkö mekko tai maksimekko. Saa nähdä kumpaan päädyn. ;)

 

I'm so in love!! :3 Tässä on pari kuvaa vaatteista, jotka niiiiiin haluaisin! Joko ostaa, saada tai tehdä. Mutta nuo mekot on vähän sellaisia, että ei niitä oikein voisi käyttää missään. :'( (pics are from google, I don't own them)

 

 

 

 

PEOPLE!!

It's weird how some people just catch your eye... Maybe it's something about their appearance, looks, the way they act or something I don't know! But something about them just makes you stare at them and want to get to know them. I faced this last Friday and again today... Because I saw one new person (I knew his name already) and today I saw him again! There's something interesting about him... Yeah. ;P

 

But oh goesh.. I feel like I'm a horrible person! Because there are about three persons in my life that make me crazy! They just don't leave me alone ;'D They keep talking to me about everything I have no clue about and just kind of keep following me. And I want to be nice and polite but it's sometimes so difficult. I would like to say something like "could you not talk to me?" but I can't... Because then I feel so bad. And then when I try to avoid them or talking to them I also feel bad. >.< Don't know what to do with those people... Maybe I just have to try to live with this situation. ^^' Huaaa.. People are so difficult.

 

But today I had fun when I was listening to live music! This year's Musalinja (school where I was last year) had a talent-night where they played all kind of acoustic music. I love it! And I miss playing music and singing so much... Of course I can do those also now but it's not the same. We had so great group and people where so wonderful! But I'm gonna go back there some year. That's my plan. ;)

 

These pics are from one gig a few years ago. The band is called MUCC, it's Japanese and one of my favorites. It was mid summer, very hot, and me and my friend wanted to get to the front row and there was still some other heavy-metal band playing. We just went through all those sweaty long haired men and got to the third row! Never gonna do that again but then it was worth it. ;D

 

 

 

 

Not thinking

For a few days now I've been listening to some "happy songs". Just because I really got fed up with thinking about everything and worrying so I decided to stop it. And now I'm feeling so much better! I feel somehow weirdly lighter and I'm happy :) There are a lot of things I should or I could worry about, like my school things, relationships with people... everything but I really don't care anymore. Everything will get clear to me in time. Things happen even if I don't think about them ;) So now I'm just gonna be. Here are some songs I've been listening to:

 

Benjamin - Underdogs

Olly Murs - Troublemaker and Hey you beautiful

Kim Cesarion - I love this life

Gfm - Onnellinen

5 seconds of summer - She looks so perfect

Hillsong United - the whole Zion-album, it's just so great!

Daughtry - Waiting for superman

Cameron Mitchell - Love can wait

Ed Sheeran - Runaway, Sing and Don't

Lee DeWyze - Sweet serendipity

 

Of course there are a lot more but can't write everything here ;)

 

Oh!! I applied to three part-time-jobs today!! Wish I could get one of them... Really need and want one.

 

 

 

Isn't it cute? It was probably too scared to run away from me... Don't know is it a good or a bad thing ;D

 

Oldies, love it!